Change

Holy crap. So much is going on and time needs to seriously slow the eff down.  Is my baby really turning 6 months old this weekend?  Did we really just put the house that we haven't even lived in a year on the market? Did it really SELL already?  Are we seriously up and moving to Ohio in less than 60 days without a confirmed place to live?  I am up to my ears in life changing events and I'm afraid to blink for fear of what I may miss.  Did I mention we bought a new (used) car on Saturday and that I am about to give my resignation from my teaching job that I've been at for 10 years.  Yeah, that too.

I can't even make sense of it at the moment to coherently express how I'm feeling.  Hopefully in the coming days I'll be able to wrap my brain around it all and recognize it for the blessing that it is.  I know all this change is affording me the ability to stay home and raise my baby girl.  For that I am truly grateful.  I get to spend my days playing with  this doll baby? Are you kidding me?  I'd move to the end of the Earth for that!