Feels good to be back. I went radio silent for a little bit. While it was nice to disconnect from all things internet for a while, I missed my daily reads and the outlet this little blog of mine provides.
We just got back from our 2 week "vacation" in NJ. I won't bore you all with a full run down and recap of our trip since it really wasn't what most would consider a vacay. But, it was just what all of us needed... Soaking up our family and friends, home cooked meals, spending time at the beach {pure heaven and Elena loved the sand!}, sink baths for the little one, boardwalk rides, and endless amounts of walking outside {all my child wants to do!}. We closed the chapter on summer as we always do, in the motherland, surrounded by friends and fried dough at the annual Italian Festival. Good times all around.
As great as our stay was, I couldn't believe how excited I was to be headed home...Ohio Home. I was so ready. No matter how much you love your in-laws {I do. Honest.}, it's never easy staying at anyone's house. Elena was really out of sorts and her sleep and our sanity suffered for it. She was cutting molars, sleeping in a too-small pack n' play, and was in sensory over drive with all the things we were doing, places we were going, and people we were seeing. She's just like her mama- craves routine and predictablility.
I told Paul next year we'll have to rent a house down the shore and invite everyone to come and visit us. It was overwhelming and stressful trying to see everyone we wanted. Even with two weeks, it couldn't be done. I had intentions of seeing a lot more people than I did but I had already spread us too thin. This trip had several doctor visits as well...for me, Paul, and Elena, so that ate up some of our time that I'd much rather have spent with friends and family.
Speaking of doctor appointments....today is 2 years to the day that I went in and had my Embryo Transfer that resulted in my beautiful little miracle baby. It honestly feels like yesterday. And now, here she is, 15 months old. Time certainly flies.
Though I won't be doing a play by play of the trip, stay tuned for some pics from our NJ visit and an update on my little love and all that she's up to these days.
Looking forward to catching up on what's going on with all of you....are you as excited about fall as I am??? Bring on the Pumpkin Spice Lattes, leggings, boots, and candy corn!
Rule #1 of Mom Club
You know the rules of Fight Club, yes? Rule #1- Do not talk about Fight Club. Rule #2- Do not talk about Fight Club. Well, if you didn't know, now you know {I know you're totally busting out a little Biggie Smalls right now}. Today I am going to school you on the rules of Mom Club, which are shockingly similar to those of Fight Club--Well, in their redundancy, at least. Sheesh, 15 months at this mom thing and I've already got it figured out.
Rule #1- Never Say Never
Rule #2- Never Say Never
You should know that I'm a control freak. And I have an obsessive-compulsive personality. And I can be a perfectionist with a lot of things. When I became pregnant, I had this image of the mom I wanted to be. How I would parent. How I would handle certain situations. What I *would* do. And HELL no, what I shuddered at and vowed I would never do. That image I had? That model mom I wanted to be? Yeah no. 15 months into this gig and I have probably broken *at least* 187 of the cardinal rules I swore I'd never break.
I've learned that figuring out how to Mom {totally a verb, right?} often requires that I re-evaluate the beliefs and values I thought were the corner stones of my parenting. I am evolving everyday as a Mom. So when I said I'd NEVER give my child fast food and that I'd NEVER let her watch TV before she turns 2 and that I'd NEVER let her eat in front of the TV....I lied.
Whatever works, right?
Daddy Love + the Motherland
It is so not Sunday Funday in this house when Daddy leaves for business a day earlier than the usual Monday. However, I can't complain *too* much, considering leaving on a Sunday means coming home on Wednesday. AND, the coming home on Wednesday part? Yup, that would be so we can bust outta this joint at the ass crack of dawn first thing Thursday. We are headed to the Motherland!
As excited as we are for our road trip, we still have to endure 3 nights without our favorite guy and for some of us, it is pure torture.
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No joke, she will spend the better part of the next three days doing this...
...and looking for him every morning as soon as she wakes up. She'll traipse around the house saying, "Da Da, Da Daaaaaaaa, Da Deeeeee," and make the saddest little scrunchie face when she realizes he isn't home. Quite the love affair, I tell ya.
As much as she'll miss him when he's gone, it doesn't stop her from helping him get on his way...
We love having him around. And not just for the help. Really. It's the moments like this that just melt my heart.
Actually, I was hysterically laughing as I captured this "tender" moment. Paul was reading her a Yo Gabba Gabba! book and was speaking in character. "There's a party in my tummy, so yummy, so yummy!' Yes, haters, we love YGG in this house and my husband can do a mean Brobee .
While Paul is gone, Elena and I will be enjoying the last few days of our first Ohio summer. #notsobadafterall. Hopefully the weather cooperates so we can squeeze some fun in between the cleaning and the packing.
We are so ready to wrap up the season in NJ surrounded by our family and friends. Bring it.
Loss: 5 years later
I have had this draft sitting in blogger for weeks. It is not for lack of thought that I haven't started. The thoughts that will eventually give life to this post, they are always there. Some days dancing in my memory, most days completely paralyzing me. It's the words that I struggle with. Every time I sat to begin, I just couldn't. Couldn't find any words to make sense of this day and articulate how I feel. So here I am. It's the night before a day I dread and I sit here trying to dig into my brain, my heart, my soul to give words to my thoughts.
At 2:08pm today I will have endured 157,766,400 seconds on this planet without the one person I was sure I could never live without. My mother. I was with her when she died. I held on to her with an absolute certainty that as she took her last breath, mine too would be sucked from my insides. I am in utter disbelief that I am still here, 5 years later, writing this. Alive. Breathing.
I know everyone says their mother is the best. But mine? Really, you guys, mine *was* the best. Ask anyone. She was selfless. encouraging, strong, sensitive, gentle, patient, tolerant, kind, generous, attentive, warm, loving--so loving--brave, and honest. An angel among us. She had a soft voice and gave the best Mom hugs EVER. She could heal with one single touch, one glance. I can still feel her hand stroking my cheek to wipe away my tears. As I sit here writing, rivers of emotion pouring down my cheeks, I can honestly imagine her here doing just that.
As much as I can feel her presence and remember her, I don't allow myself to go to this place often. I am physically aching. It's weird. When I get really upset I get a real live ache in my bones, concentrated mostly in my hands. Probably only my mother and Paul would understand it's reference, but I've been known to cry that my hands hurt when my heart is heavy with sadness. And right now the pain is almost crippling.
I feel bad sometimes that I don't allow myself to do more than skim the surface of my grief of losing my mother. I have her pictures everywhere. See them everyday. But only every so often do I really look at them. At her. It is still just too painful to see her face and know that her memory is all I have left. I have voicemails saved of her voice on a disc in my strong box. Each time I listen to them I fall to my knees. But I am so grateful that I have them. I have little video of her, and though I've only attempted once to watch some, I am devastated that I don't have more. Just to see her in the flesh- laughing, tucking a stray hair behind her ear, even just sitting drinking her coffee and writing out checks--I wish I had all those little moments.
It's sort of ironic, really. My coping with her loss and how differently I dealt with the loss of my father. My dad passed away when I was 10. He was never sick a day in his life and had a seizure one night, later to be diagnosed with a Glioblastoma Multiforme brain tumor. A death sentence basically. He survived 9 months before I watched him die.
I was pretty much obsessed with death and dying after that. My young mind was constantly looking at pictures of him, writing stories and poems about him, watching the 20 seconds of grainy 1987 video I have of him where he says my name just once. I think I was afraid that if I didn't rememeber I'd forget. With my mom, I think I'm afraid that if I don't forget I'll remember that I am surrving without her. I don't know if that makes a sherd of sense to you guys, but it is exactly how I feel. In my heart and my mind it is not okay to be living here without her.
My obsession with death and dying birthed my anxiety at a young age. Go figure, right? I mean a total text book case of paranoia that I would become an orphan. I had panic attacks at school and missed out on dozens of sleepovers b/c I was terrified that something would happen to her.
My mother was only 42 when my father died. My parents were high school sweet hearts. He had loved her since she was 15. I can still remember the night my father died. My mother was so strong. She kept herself together for my sister and I. She was broken inside but was a rock for her kids. After my dad died, she never dated. Never remarried. My sister was 10 years older than me and living out of the house. So, essentially, it was just her and I. She devoted her life to me. Her world revolved around me and mine around her. We were best friends. Not a day ended without heaing her tell me she loved me. Not a night that I didn't thank God for blessing me with this angel woman to call Mom. She told me before she died that I saved her life, that I was the reason she woke up every morning. She survived the loss of my father because she had to for her children.
Losing her was like losing a limb. Or 4. And although she got to be a part of much more of my life than my father, it isn't enough for me. She didn't see me walk down the aisle and get married, sadly passing 8 weeks before my wedding. She wasn't there to help me though my darkest days of struggling with infertility and loss, when she too stuggled with both. She wasn't there when I held my daughter for the first time and she isn't here for me to tell her "I get it." I finally have an understaning of how crazy she was about me. How she would have sacrificed her every happiness, her last breath for me--Her child. Her baby girl.
Not many nights ago I sat in the dark nursing my sleepy Lainey Lou. I wanted to freeze that moment and touch every square inch of her from the tips of her toes to the crown of her head. Because I was-- am--just so consumed by this incredible love for her. And I get it now. How much I was loved. I miss that. Yearn for that only-a-mother's-love kind of love. There is no subsitute. And I know we're all guilty, but when I see or hear people complaining or griping about their Mom, I just want to lay into them about how lucky they are to still have her. So go, hug your mom. Call her. Tell her you love her.
Elena Jospehine, my baby, is named after my mom, Elena Jo. Everyone called my mom Lou, though and we often call Elena, Lainey Lou. It just fits. What a love affair these two would have. I can breathe only in knowing that every day with her is a day with a piece of both my mom and my dad. Their legacy lives on in her. I cannot wait to tell her all about them.
So today, though I am sad that I cannot be surrounded by family and tending to her grave as I normally would, I am vowing, for my own daughter, not to sit in sorrow and wallow in my grief. That is the last thing my mother would want. Not sure where the day will take us but if my Mom had her say, we'd soak up some sun at the pool, eat some 3 Musketeers, and share lots of hugs. Sounds like a good day to me.
If you have made it this far, I want to sincerely thank you for allowing me this forum to open my heart. I needed this.
Much love...xoxo
At 2:08pm today I will have endured 157,766,400 seconds on this planet without the one person I was sure I could never live without. My mother. I was with her when she died. I held on to her with an absolute certainty that as she took her last breath, mine too would be sucked from my insides. I am in utter disbelief that I am still here, 5 years later, writing this. Alive. Breathing.
I know everyone says their mother is the best. But mine? Really, you guys, mine *was* the best. Ask anyone. She was selfless. encouraging, strong, sensitive, gentle, patient, tolerant, kind, generous, attentive, warm, loving--so loving--brave, and honest. An angel among us. She had a soft voice and gave the best Mom hugs EVER. She could heal with one single touch, one glance. I can still feel her hand stroking my cheek to wipe away my tears. As I sit here writing, rivers of emotion pouring down my cheeks, I can honestly imagine her here doing just that.
As much as I can feel her presence and remember her, I don't allow myself to go to this place often. I am physically aching. It's weird. When I get really upset I get a real live ache in my bones, concentrated mostly in my hands. Probably only my mother and Paul would understand it's reference, but I've been known to cry that my hands hurt when my heart is heavy with sadness. And right now the pain is almost crippling.
I feel bad sometimes that I don't allow myself to do more than skim the surface of my grief of losing my mother. I have her pictures everywhere. See them everyday. But only every so often do I really look at them. At her. It is still just too painful to see her face and know that her memory is all I have left. I have voicemails saved of her voice on a disc in my strong box. Each time I listen to them I fall to my knees. But I am so grateful that I have them. I have little video of her, and though I've only attempted once to watch some, I am devastated that I don't have more. Just to see her in the flesh- laughing, tucking a stray hair behind her ear, even just sitting drinking her coffee and writing out checks--I wish I had all those little moments.
It's sort of ironic, really. My coping with her loss and how differently I dealt with the loss of my father. My dad passed away when I was 10. He was never sick a day in his life and had a seizure one night, later to be diagnosed with a Glioblastoma Multiforme brain tumor. A death sentence basically. He survived 9 months before I watched him die.
I was pretty much obsessed with death and dying after that. My young mind was constantly looking at pictures of him, writing stories and poems about him, watching the 20 seconds of grainy 1987 video I have of him where he says my name just once. I think I was afraid that if I didn't rememeber I'd forget. With my mom, I think I'm afraid that if I don't forget I'll remember that I am surrving without her. I don't know if that makes a sherd of sense to you guys, but it is exactly how I feel. In my heart and my mind it is not okay to be living here without her.
My obsession with death and dying birthed my anxiety at a young age. Go figure, right? I mean a total text book case of paranoia that I would become an orphan. I had panic attacks at school and missed out on dozens of sleepovers b/c I was terrified that something would happen to her.
My mother was only 42 when my father died. My parents were high school sweet hearts. He had loved her since she was 15. I can still remember the night my father died. My mother was so strong. She kept herself together for my sister and I. She was broken inside but was a rock for her kids. After my dad died, she never dated. Never remarried. My sister was 10 years older than me and living out of the house. So, essentially, it was just her and I. She devoted her life to me. Her world revolved around me and mine around her. We were best friends. Not a day ended without heaing her tell me she loved me. Not a night that I didn't thank God for blessing me with this angel woman to call Mom. She told me before she died that I saved her life, that I was the reason she woke up every morning. She survived the loss of my father because she had to for her children.
Losing her was like losing a limb. Or 4. And although she got to be a part of much more of my life than my father, it isn't enough for me. She didn't see me walk down the aisle and get married, sadly passing 8 weeks before my wedding. She wasn't there to help me though my darkest days of struggling with infertility and loss, when she too stuggled with both. She wasn't there when I held my daughter for the first time and she isn't here for me to tell her "I get it." I finally have an understaning of how crazy she was about me. How she would have sacrificed her every happiness, her last breath for me--Her child. Her baby girl.
Not many nights ago I sat in the dark nursing my sleepy Lainey Lou. I wanted to freeze that moment and touch every square inch of her from the tips of her toes to the crown of her head. Because I was-- am--just so consumed by this incredible love for her. And I get it now. How much I was loved. I miss that. Yearn for that only-a-mother's-love kind of love. There is no subsitute. And I know we're all guilty, but when I see or hear people complaining or griping about their Mom, I just want to lay into them about how lucky they are to still have her. So go, hug your mom. Call her. Tell her you love her.
Elena Jospehine, my baby, is named after my mom, Elena Jo. Everyone called my mom Lou, though and we often call Elena, Lainey Lou. It just fits. What a love affair these two would have. I can breathe only in knowing that every day with her is a day with a piece of both my mom and my dad. Their legacy lives on in her. I cannot wait to tell her all about them.
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| D & L (my parents, Don & Lou) |
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| Angels watching over me...touching gift from my dear, sweet Summer. |
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| Loving her Nana and Pop-Pop |
So today, though I am sad that I cannot be surrounded by family and tending to her grave as I normally would, I am vowing, for my own daughter, not to sit in sorrow and wallow in my grief. That is the last thing my mother would want. Not sure where the day will take us but if my Mom had her say, we'd soak up some sun at the pool, eat some 3 Musketeers, and share lots of hugs. Sounds like a good day to me.
If you have made it this far, I want to sincerely thank you for allowing me this forum to open my heart. I needed this.
Much love...xoxo
Toddler Mom
Apparently my child did not get the memo that she won't be two until May. Isn't two when the mayhem begins? Meltdowns and power struggles? Tantrums and 'tude? I'm good for another 9 months, right?? Wrong. Girlfriend has other plans.
I never worried about having a toddler . I suppose as a new mom I didn't have the foresight to think of anything more than what my been-there-done-that mom friends had warned me about. You know, sleepless nights, latching issues, engorged breasts etc. Baby shit. Literally and figuratively.
Well, just like no one warned me about the crime scene that was my lady parts postpartum, no one warned me of the preamble to the much talked about Terrible 2's. I shall call them the Whatthef*ckhaveyoudonewithmysweetbaby One's. It's a mouthful, I know. Let's dub it WTF One's for short, k?
I am the first to admit that toddler hood is a totally different beast than infancy. And I am not ashamed to admit that I feel more incapable as a toddler mom than I did as an infant mom. Maybe it's because I really didn't anticipate this toddler shiz until 2. Clearly I was ill-prepared. This girl is giving me a run for my money!
I'm that mean mom that totally takes pictures of her child mid-tantrum.I'm too lazy to search for them I don't have any on hand at the moment, so, instead I'll give you some evidence of this whirling dervish child of mine. This is what happens when I turn my back for a second. A SECOND!
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Girlfriend is in to everything. If it isn't locked up or bolted down, it's fair game. And in case you didn't know, I am a neat freak. Yes, friends. Truth = I find pleasure in a good scrub and get my rocks off when all the labels in the spice cabinet face the same way. Crazytown from Sleeping with the Enemy has got nothing on me. #ocdproblems
Surprisingly, these types of messes do not bother me. She's ababy toddler and babies toddlers make messes. Messes are her way of leaning about the world--Cause and Effect--they are a natural part of her development. I gets it. I can handle the path of destruction she leaves in her wake. Because the truth is, I'd rather be playing and making the mess *with* her. And truth is, I like to clean. So, at the end of the day, when the house is quiet and she is asleep, then I can get my freak on and clean to my heart's content.
Anyway, back to the lecture at hand...The toddler shit that is really throwing me for a loop? Not the messes. Or the not being able to turn my back for a second. Nope. The things that are really giving me a dose of youaren'taspatientasyouthink are the tantrums and the mood swings {Wow. That sounds a lot like someone else I know when it' that time o' the month.} So yeah, that's what's going on in this house. A lot of power struggles with a healthy side of smirking when Mommy says "No!"
I know. I know. Just like the messes, the power struggles are a part of her developing self. She's testing her limits. Figuring out how things work. She can't communicate her wants and needs and it's frustrating. But unlike cleaning, I don't get the warm fuzzies from trying to shove my ramrod-straight-I-don't-wanna-sit toddler into a shopping cart when it's time to go grocery shopping. Know what I mean?
And so I remind myself that it is another lesson in patience. Fifty Shades has been shelved for theunforeseeable future time being and Happiest Toddler on the Block has taken residence on my nightstand. And it begins. I'm a toddler mom.
Oh wait....I found some :)
Caveat: And please, for the record, I am not complaining. Not for one iota of a second. I am not even gonna justify that lame thought one second further.
I never worried about having a toddler . I suppose as a new mom I didn't have the foresight to think of anything more than what my been-there-done-that mom friends had warned me about. You know, sleepless nights, latching issues, engorged breasts etc. Baby shit. Literally and figuratively.
Well, just like no one warned me about the crime scene that was my lady parts postpartum, no one warned me of the preamble to the much talked about Terrible 2's. I shall call them the Whatthef*ckhaveyoudonewithmysweetbaby One's. It's a mouthful, I know. Let's dub it WTF One's for short, k?
I am the first to admit that toddler hood is a totally different beast than infancy. And I am not ashamed to admit that I feel more incapable as a toddler mom than I did as an infant mom. Maybe it's because I really didn't anticipate this toddler shiz until 2. Clearly I was ill-prepared. This girl is giving me a run for my money!
I'm that mean mom that totally takes pictures of her child mid-tantrum.
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Girlfriend is in to everything. If it isn't locked up or bolted down, it's fair game. And in case you didn't know, I am a neat freak. Yes, friends. Truth = I find pleasure in a good scrub and get my rocks off when all the labels in the spice cabinet face the same way. Crazytown from Sleeping with the Enemy has got nothing on me. #ocdproblems
Surprisingly, these types of messes do not bother me. She's a
Anyway, back to the lecture at hand...The toddler shit that is really throwing me for a loop? Not the messes. Or the not being able to turn my back for a second. Nope. The things that are really giving me a dose of youaren'taspatientasyouthink are the tantrums and the mood swings {Wow. That sounds a lot like someone else I know when it' that time o' the month.} So yeah, that's what's going on in this house. A lot of power struggles with a healthy side of smirking when Mommy says "No!"
I know. I know. Just like the messes, the power struggles are a part of her developing self. She's testing her limits. Figuring out how things work. She can't communicate her wants and needs and it's frustrating. But unlike cleaning, I don't get the warm fuzzies from trying to shove my ramrod-straight-I-don't-wanna-sit toddler into a shopping cart when it's time to go grocery shopping. Know what I mean?
And so I remind myself that it is another lesson in patience. Fifty Shades has been shelved for the
Oh wait....I found some :)
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Caveat: And please, for the record, I am not complaining. Not for one iota of a second. I am not even gonna justify that lame thought one second further.
Weekend Review
It was a good weekend. One that I was not ready to say goodbye to. Paul left for Indiana yesterday, putting the kibosh on our family fun a little too prematurely for my liking. Elena was not pleased either and cried, "Daa Daaaaa Daddddaaaa," complete with big, fat crocodile tears when he left. Broke. my. heart.
Friday, Elena & I met up with one of the girls that I've become friendly with. Her cutie pie son is a few weeks younger than E. We went to Touch-a-Truck, which is an event where kids can touch and explore all different types of trucks and vehicles from police cars to semis to school buses. It's an awesome concept, but definitely requires another adult if you want to maximize the experience. It would've been great if Paul was there to take her inside the trucks while I manned the camera/stayed with the stroller etc. It was hot as balls and all Elena wanted to do was run around {on the pavement, of course, earning her her very first barely skinned knee}. Needless to say we didn't see the inside of any trucks, but it was still nice to get out of the house and be social.
Sunday was spent doing stuff around the house. Usual chores plus adding some touches to Elena's nursery and playroom. We put together a toy bin that I had ordered from Land of Nod {love it) and hung a mirror in E's room. Lots of things checked off the list. Love that.
Friday, Elena & I met up with one of the girls that I've become friendly with. Her cutie pie son is a few weeks younger than E. We went to Touch-a-Truck, which is an event where kids can touch and explore all different types of trucks and vehicles from police cars to semis to school buses. It's an awesome concept, but definitely requires another adult if you want to maximize the experience. It would've been great if Paul was there to take her inside the trucks while I manned the camera/stayed with the stroller etc. It was hot as balls and all Elena wanted to do was run around {on the pavement, of course, earning her her very first barely skinned knee}. Needless to say we didn't see the inside of any trucks, but it was still nice to get out of the house and be social.
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This walking business is the bomb. Sure, I have to chase her all over the place but she is seriously exhausting herself, which equals napping AND sleeping through the night. #canigetanamen
Paul got home shortly after E woke up and we headed out to have cocktails eat. I shared some nachos with Paul and had a salad, but this lover could have easily been my main course.
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| Salt rim +green bean/olive/celery/jalapeno garnish= Party in my mouth. |
The rest of the night was spent assembling Elena's play kitchen, watching the Olympics, and sending hysterical texts and pictures back and forth with my sister-in-law while Paul was ready to kick me out of bed.
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| Me demonstrating how I look when I get my face wet in the shower b/c I am afraid of the water going in my eyes and up my nose. |
Saturday morning we did our usual Target run, which would normally go without a mention here but I needed a segue for the below picture b/c I just couldn't *not* post it. Not sure if this was before or after Paul begged me to put Elena inside the display crib.
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Later in the day, we headed over to the local Irish Festival in our town. Supposedly, it is the 2nd largest one in the country. Not surprising, considering I live in a town called Dublin. Daytime drinking ranks high on my fun things to do list, so I was quite excited. I was also pretty excited because I'd heard that The Cheesy Truck was going to be there, which I have been dying to experience. It's a specialty grilled cheese food truck. 'Nuff said. I'll let the pics speak for themselves. {Sadly I am not crafty enough to know how to make a fun little pic collage, or even how to post pics side by side, so you will have to deal with my novice skills of posting one underneath the other.}
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| Cheesin' for the camera by The Cheesy Truck |
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| Pulled pork & Mac and Cheese on Texas toast with a side of loaded tots. Tater tots with hot sauce, cheese, jalapenos and bacon. |
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| Jeni's salty caramel. don't mind if I do. |
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| Sharing some of Daddy's Ugandan Vanilla Bean |
The one advantage of living away from home is that we're doing a lot of things that I don't think we'd be doing if we were back in NJ. If that makes any sense. It's just us on the weekends...no family, no friends, no birthday parties or other social obligations. We can't decide if there's more to do in Ohio or just that we weren't forced to take advantage of all the like opportunities back in NJ. Either way, I'm glad we're getting out there #livingfortheweekends.
Sunday was spent doing stuff around the house. Usual chores plus adding some touches to Elena's nursery and playroom. We put together a toy bin that I had ordered from Land of Nod {love it) and hung a mirror in E's room. Lots of things checked off the list. Love that.
As sad as I was to kiss the weekend goodbye, I'm ready for a new week. So is my waistline. A clean slate with healthy eating and exercising. We're going home in 2 weeks and it would be nice to feel a little better about myself than I've been feeling. This week is gonna be all about self-control and dedication. Really using the link up with Kristen and Raven to keep me motivated!
Hope your weekend was a great one! Happy Monday!
Friday's Letters
Dear Joe on Big Brother, Dude, stop screaming. You're like the old man version of Dora. Ever heard of an inside voice? Try it.
Dear Water, I know you are good for me but I really wish you tasted more like orange soda or maybe a Shirley Temple.
Dear Fall, I'm so excited for you I can almost taste it. Summer is great, and all, but I miss Uggs and leggings and pumpkin spice anything and everything. Mmmm.
Dear Elena, Seriously with the dancing? I can't. Every time you hear music you start shaking your groove thing and doing your crazy reverse raise the roof move. Don't ever stop.
Dear Paul, How is it possible that you were singing Adam Sandler's Hannukah Song when you got home only for me to tell you that I had *just* been singing his Thanksgiving song trying to get Elena to eat her turkey. I mean, really??? #soulmates
Dear "Like if you think this is sad/funny/cruel/ironic/beautiful..." posts on Facebook, You are annoying as all hell. You are clogging up my feed. I will never click like, even if I DO like you. Strictly on principle. And yes, I am old enough to remember who Captain Kangaroo was. WHO CARES!
Dear proud displayers of stick figure family stickers, In case you didn't know and wanted my opinion, these are the dumbest invention ever. I honestly don't care about your BBQ-ing dad and your Shop-a-holic Mom and sporty kids. Let's not forget Rover and Whiskers. I'm all about loving on your family but pimping them out as decals on your ride is lame.
Dear Self, Why are you such a hater today????
Dear Nutella, Don't ever change. You are perfect just the way you are.
Dear New Followers, So excited you're sticking around! Thanks so much for the love! You make me a happy girl.
Happy weekend...Get at it and make it a good one!
Happy weekend...Get at it and make it a good one!
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