I wasn't sure how I felt about doing a big Facebook reveal to let every other Tom, Dick, and Harry know, but ultimately I decided I definitely wanted to share this exciting time with friends and extended family. Facebook is good for mass sharing. I'm sure you've heard.
When I was pregnant with Elena I don't think I posted one belly shot. In fact, I know I didn't. Maybe a tagged photo from my baby shower made it on my timeline. I never updated my status with how many times I peed the night before or to share the current state of my vulvar varicosity. I dare you to google that one. I am not one to complain in general, but I never would even dream of posting my pregnancy woes for others to eye roll. 'Cause that's what I do if you FB complain. Especially about pregnancy. I'm aware that I'm hypersensitive because all that I've gone through. Even still, my threshold for public complaining on FB is very, very low. We've all got problems. And I guarantee someone is begging for yours. I digress.
I actually felt bad posting about my pregnancy with Elena. Felt bad because several close and dear friends, whom I knew would see my updates, were struggling with loss, infertility, adoption difficulties and the like. I knew how it crushed my heart just a little bit each time I saw someone post SURPRISE! We're PREGNANT. I hated being that girl. But sometimes I was.
After I had Elena, I realized I had been a little bit foolish in my thinking. Sparing others feelings, while considerate of me, I suppose, sort of took away from my own glorious hallelujah I'm the freaking one that's finally pregnant moments. I have always had a tendency to put others' feelings before my own. This case was no exception. Not that I would ever be one to gloat or attention whore myself to the point you'd want to block my updates {jeez, I hope that's not me}.
In any case, I decided this time? This time I'm sharing it. I'm making it Facebook official. This exciting and miraculous time. My first little miracle is becoming a big sister. My body is carrying another babe. I am doubly blessed.
If by chance, you are that girl, like I was, with a hurting heart, I implore you....Don't let it break your spirit if your miracle hasn't happened yet. Instead, let it serve to remind you to always believe and hope for what your heart desires. Miracles DO happen. My heart will be praying for *YOUR* miracle.
I did a photo shoot Monday in hopes of capturing a picture to use as our FB announcement. My subject was less than cooperative for what I had in mind, but was adorable nonetheless doing her own thing. Here are some of my favorite photos. She kills me, this kid.
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| Winning shot. Going live on Valentine's Day. |
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| Hopefully by the time her sister arrives, she'll have warmed up to the idea. |
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| Such a professional |
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| Shirt |
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| When you ask her, "Who's gonna be a big sister?" she points to herself like this and says "ME!" |
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| My sunshine girl |
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| ME! |
